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Paternal Grandfathers parents
Maternal Great Grandfather
Maternal Great Grandmother
Maternal Grandmothers parent
Maternal Great Grandfather
Maternal Great Grandmother
Paternal Grandfathers parents
Paternal Great Grandfather
Paternal Great Grandmother
Maternal Grandmothers parent
Paternal Great Grandfather
Paternal Great Grandmother
Great Grandparents
Grandfathers
Maternal Great Grandfather
A minor, I do not know much about him.
Maternal Great Grandmother
She was a wandering soul. I think Miami was her
nickname. She lived at least part of the end of her life in Arizona possibly
phoenix.
She had many children.
My mother was put in charge of watching out for her
duing family visits.
Grandmothers
Maternal Great Grandfather
He was a highly successful man in McCook neb
Maternal Great Grandmother
She was the second wife. she was born in Germany.
She became the step mother of the older 2 or 3. She had I think 5 of her own.
Grandfathers Parents Welling
Paternal Great Grandfather
Paternal Great Grandmother
Grandmother’s Ogle
Paternal Great Grandfather Ogle owned the maples
I do not know much about him at all.
Paternal Great Grandmother Fleet owned the Fleet
house
My father called her “the duchess” they did not like
each other one little bit. Their personalities were far too similar. She was
a major political player in their small tiffin town.
Grandparents
Maternal Grandfather
Robert Paddrick (*Castello) Jeffries.
What an interesting life. Was born into a mining
family in Florence Colorado. He had many siblings. He was part Native
American from at least 2 if not three possibly 5 generations back. His
grandmother I think married a town sheriff in Pheonix AZ, that woman the
father was a notorious there. One of Floes ancestors was a thief primarily of
Horses. Another was a Sheriff.
One story is a teenage daughter ran off with a local
man in a city. She in effect stole her fathers horse to make the journey,
from the settlement to the town.
Upon hooking up with her “man”, her father followed,
found them and took his horse back.
But a gentlemen from the east. Several brothers came
out west to seek their fortune. All gentlemen.
His mother left the family when he was somewhere
between 3 and 5. He was adobpted by the Jeffries family of McCook Nebraska.
He was a typical depression era adopted child. He
had to work to earn everything. He could make a full course meal for many by
the time he was with the family a short time.
He was a very talented artist, thinker, innovator,
inventor, and all over great man. He knew WWII was coming and joined the
marines in 40 or 39. He wanted to become a cook but he had a degree in art
from the denver institute of art. So he was assigned to be a battlefield
photographer.
He was the photographer in the third plane which
landed on guatlecanal.
He was bitten by the mosquito and came down with
malaria. Which he suffered mentally for the rest of his life.
Afer discharge, he moved to alq with his wife and
daughter (my mohtehr). He did a lot of odd jobs and such. Eventaully he could
work and was hired by Dr. Workman at NMIMT. To teach the future engineers how
to draw.
Several of this drawings and innovative ideas are
still classified.
He died of a MI about 9 years before I was born. I was
born in 1971, mom and dad were together for 7 years, they met and become a
couple in her sophomore year.
Maternal Grandmother
Florence Real Jeffries was the youngest of 8
daughers. Her father was a heavy politician and player in McCook Nebraska
having been the president of the grain elevator and Major of the town.
She and grandfather were an item from not long after
they met in high school. They met when he snuck out of the house and was
hiding on the floor of her friends car. They were off on a beer run. She met
him by stepping on his head.
Paternal Grandfather
A executive by skill and training. One of many
highly skilled brothers.
Paternal Grandmother, very hard man. Dark brown eyes
hair darker complected.
A member of two of the most powerful political and
rich families in tiffin ohio. Ogle and Fleet.
Red hair, blue eyes, pale skin.
An extrmeily talented and proficient woman, knew
latin. Understood education, the arts, and travel.
Father
The first child of two a younger brother.
He has 303 hours of college. A career educator and a
skilled woodworker. A marine.
Mother
Addean Diane Jeffries Welling.
1971 ohio
I begin life in Amherst ohio.
My parents were in the process of a divorce when I
was born.
My father left for a wide variety of reasons, I can
only guess. At what those truly were. I can tell you from years of talking to
him about it in 2009 I have spent the last 6 years in semi-continuous phone
calls, he has little idea why.
He is strongly ruled by his emiotional state. Of
which he refuses to acknowledge that fact.
My mother has other stranger issues.
But I spent the first year of my life living with my
fathers mother. My mother had extreme complication after I was born. So she
spent most of the first 6 months or so of my life in bed.
MLA as my mother called her. Of which she always
hated. But I did not leran of this till very late in my interaction with her.
I never questions why I did not call one grandmother Jeffries and the other
grandmother welling. But at a very early age I learned not to question the
events happening around me. Much safer that way.
But as I matured, I began to question to the point I
was forced to leave the family. But that happens much later.
The realy interesting part of that first year, I
learned much later is I was born at the very tail end of a very long and
distinguished family line.
My father had helped settle the area. Tiffin ohio
had two settlements constructed by my family. The Fleet old Von Vleet of
which my material greatgrandmother was of Fleet. And the olges of which the
Maples was theirs.
So I was raised on
the very end of a very influencial northern ohio famly about to die
out.
The political power, money, influence, and members
in that area was just about over when I was born.
The maples was still standing, but it was an old and
decrepid structure. I was in the building at least twice before I was 5.
1972 ohio
My8 second year is a very odd mix of situations.
First grandmother welling insisted on my mother
getting out of bed and into a job. Since she had some college she was able to
go out and get a very nice job as an art therapist at the local mental
hospital. A job she hated more than a little.
Second she hated beyond hate ohio. She missed her
family terribly.
But upon receiving a job from the hospital she was
able to make enough to get a little place all our own. A trailer.
That trailer was a very interesting place. Small two
bedrooms. But was a fascinating place.
My father came around regularly. Which angered my
mother to no end.
My grandmother I do not.
But mother upon getting up on her feet and with
enough income went back to school to finish her bachelors of arts degree.
I would when I could I would study with her.
With that she discovered I could learn and
understand.
I had an absolute keen interest in dinosaurs. Like
most young kids.
So she taught me what she could about dinosaurs.
1973 ohio
I begin to become me.
1974 ohio
It is so unfortunate I was so young, a great deal of
really nice things happened in that ohio time. Artists are great people to
hand around with.
We had a number of parties at the trailer. If she
had any stay over friends or lovers. I was unaware of them.
Somewhere around 3 or 4. Mom and I took at trip to
Washington dc. Some kind of gathering and or something else of interest.
We did a lot of trips. Virginia, Socorro, maples,
all over ohio, Chicago, dc
1975 ohio
Moms friends, with art thing. Their was a anteroom
with lots of paintings, I remembered the last time I was their I had been in
that room several times before.
The room
was small, the kitchen was to the left as you looked out the window and a
living room was to the right.
That was also the time when we worked on a float.
1976 ohio
The trip to the maples with mom
Chicago history museum
Mom took me to the Chicago history museum. After
spending time learning about the dinosaurs, I had a keen eye and understood
dinosaurs well.
I looked up at the brauntoraurous and knew the skull
was incorrect. So I went over the security guard and told him my theory.
Really interesting thing was, 5 years later. We were
sitting in the living room at wheeler. Mom pat and I were watching the news
and learned the Chicago history museum was replacing the skull of the
brontosaurus. I did not get the credit, but I knew it was me.
Trip to the henry ford factory
What a
very interesting experience. Mom was so angry I think a part of her is still
angry with me for what happened.
First she
thinks dad somehow was at the same place at the same time for some nepharious
reason. Second I just ran over to him and had what I thought a very pleasant
interaction. Both my parents at the same place at the same time, in a
different state learning something fascinating about the beginning of the
modern industrial age.
Mom is
still angry with me about just running off.
Before we moved to colroado springs we took at least
3 trips back. At least 2 times by plane and 3 ties by rail.
I remember the plane trips and the train. I also
remember being their and remembering doing it before.
The last time I was at the maples with dad.
Grandmothers third husbad was still living their. I remembered it was an
event similar to the feeling of the last time we traveled back to Socorro to
the family house out their.
I rmember walking up the sidewalk, and thinking
about walking up the driveway at Socorro. The white gravel drive stuck in my
mind, I assumed both had white gravel circular drives.
But I was incorrect.
The trip to the maples with dad.
1977 colorado
Just a little bit after I turned 6 and school was
out. Preschool that is. Mom decided we needed to move back home. Or at least
back to her family.
That last year was great.
After I did the dishes, and or finished doing the
dishes. Mom said if I finished the dishes on time. We would go out to a
movie.
That movie was StarWars. I do not know if it was first
night, but it was difinatly the beginning. The entire theater was packed.
This was both great, and horrific. Depending on pov.
Mom starting talking about it
The franks want to adopt me
Grandmother comes out
We rent a uhaul
We travel across country
We arrive in colroad springs.
The first few months
My first year at sacred heart elementary school.
1978 colorado
I fail my first class. Not because of my lack of
understaning but because the kids I was in class with were a very bad
combination. So the teacher held me back because I needed to be with
different kids.
How does one fail first grade. I needed to be a year
older, 3 inches taller, and with a different set of kids. I also needed
desperately to be in special ed, and the only way to get me into special ed
was to fail me.
I meet jimmy vidmare. A friend I have till a few
months after moving into the paradise house.
Our friendship broke up because we at that point
were vastly different people.
1979 colorado
A copule years after we moved to into pats pete
followed. That was a difficult at best experience.
1980 colorado
First launch of the space shuttle. Amazing
experience.
Pete had not arrived yet if I remember.
Enterprise on the back of a modified 747 arrived at
Peterson afb for a whisle stop tour aroudnt eh us. Pat took me to see it.
Amazing.
1981 colorado
My relationship with pat has always been a strange
one. He both liked me a great deal and hated by guts. As a grew into an
adult, the liking me turned to hatred. But as a grew I turned into a miniature
wes welling. Of course I did not learn aanythign about the wes welling pat
Jeffries fights till I took a trip with me enharatiance to see dad at 18.
1982 colorado
1983 colorado
1984 colorado
1985 colorado
1986 colorado
1987 colorado
1988 New Mexico
1989 New Mexico
This year is went from my first year at Socorro high
aka my junior year in high school to my second aka senior year.
I learned to drive in my junior year.
I received part of my money from the enharitance at
18.
This summer I traveled from Socorro to my fathers in
Flagler beach florida.
That was an experience. I did not like most of it.
Upon arriving back I finished my seniour year and my
high school career was in the next 5 months of 90 were over.
I met WG and darlean this year. This was a very
interesting time.
While in florida I applied to Disney to be hired as
an animator and or a movie maker. Abject failture. But it taught me lessons I
will use till my last day.
1990 New Mexico Colorado
Had profound interactions with wg and darlean
Lost my virginity to darlean months before we met
again to discuss spirituation stuff in January.
Gradutated high school.
Moved from Socorro to Colorado springs Colorado 3
days after the graduation ceremony.
Moved in with pat.
That was about as difficult a situation as could be
imagined.
While swimming met pam, we had a very short time
together. I started it I broke it off. I can not be sure but I think that was
a bad move. To break it off.
I traveled to Europe that summer. 7 weeks of very
interesting experiences.
Returned worked for bennigans for about 3 weeks
before I badly damaged my right shoulder,
Through pam met galen and bonnie barns.
Played ad&d a great deal.
Through conneciotn with tina tchambler my tutor or
several years. I made contact with a blond blue tall waist of energy, who was
working at a senior center. That senier home was managed by trish.
My relationship with trish was rocky from day one.
It was also as difficult to deal with as any I have
had since.
she claimed to have become pregnant. No matter if
it was true or not, no child occurred
We were broken up by mid to end of winter.
Landed a job with the frame shop, that was a
horrific experience as well.
1991 Colorado
Spent most of this year working to understand how to
go about becoming an adult.
Which was harder than one might think.
Spent most of the year with galen and bonnie, living
on their couch.
Not long after I was about 19 I realized pat was
simply a bully, and there are only two ways to deal with a bully, riddacule
or domination.
1992 Colorado
Met tammy. A short dark brown brown small bubble
butt mentally unstable girl through the bbs galen ran.
Lived with her for a couple months till I earned
enough to get my own apt. off garden of the gods.
Went to a job recurtment center where I found a
youth employment program. Applied an dwas accepted, started work at the airforce
academy that summer.
Was great, learned a great deal,
Made enough money to pay for my second apartment off
garden of gods
Started gaming with galen and bonie again. Met dave
and laura
Dave and laura lived just down the block from me.
One interesting thing about that apt is CTU was just
across the street.
Dave and laura and I had a very fun time together.
We met I drove them home.
We hit it off
We traveled back and forth between csc and Denver
many weekends for the next little under a year.
Moved into davids when my money ran out. Just before
21.
Met a girl at slotskies, one date “total slut,
horrible time. Would have totlay messed thigns up” went to her dance, met
Reagan
Reagan and her sister we had a very interesting
relationship. Dated both sisters.
“ the younger one was 14 reagan was 16.
Dated the younger, as a thing to do for a few
weeks-month was accepted by the family.
We broke up over a phone call, the betgining of the
call was interesting she was annoyed I did not jump her bones. She was not
interested. Her sister picked up the phone, we mutually agreed we were more
interested. We started dating. One phone call I went from dating one sister
to the other. On single phone call.
The parents went from cool and no problem to not
cool and everything is not acceptable.
We broke up the weekend I turned 21. we broke up
because I stopped returning the phone calls. I did not want to go to jail for
staitory rape. 20 is ok, 21 rape.
On the trips to Denver, me met david and laura
friend Misty Reynolds. My next girlfriend.
We got together the weekend I turned 21.
One very odd 5 months.
We eventulay moved to Denver, misty and I dated and
had sex a couple times before she called it off. Mentally unbalanced. Plus
our time together was a short run needing to end.
Davids mother took me to the Snow Mountain ranch
YMCA of the rockies. I landed a nice house cleaning job
Mom picked me up, we went back to Socorro.
I took bartending training. Learned more about
myself in that 4 weeks then I can tell eaily.
Immediately upon finishing moved back to Denver
after a short 3 days in the springs.
Moved in with ginger a psychic I met just before
leaving for the snow mountain ranch.
We started a thing, moved in with her.
Met Michaela.
Saut and received a gaming liscence worked at terps
casino
That October met and started dating shakra. Margot
Mildred “sharkra” Basor Rick.
1993 Colorado
Shakra and I were together
We married in csc in april.
Our relationship was interesting. We met in October.
1992 married by april.
I was working 92 terps casino. Mile high con
Was able to live with bonnie and galen at the
beinign of this year.
By the summer 93, in Manitou I created the first of
my eventually rune books
It began really simple
Not long after arriving in csc, I looked in the
phone book for metaphysical shops.
Found both celebration, and wizards apprentice.
Called seeing if wizards apprentice needed a psychic
reader. They did not, dj would cover all of those things.
Talked to mark.
I knew from previous that celebration did not like
inexpere3inced psychics, so trying to learn form them was a wasit of time.
They had a several step process. First you purchased
a booth for one of their by anyal metaphysical fairs. Then you were tested.
Mind you the booth fee was more than a little.
Then you did the thing, and you were then allowed to
put a card at the shop.
So shakra one fine cold winter day, took the bus to
wizards apprentice. We missed the place by a lot. Getting off the bus blocks
too far in.
We walked back
And arrived. The connection to the place started
immediately.
My back hurt so I had to sit down
We were living with bonnie and galen at the time.
This was even before we befriended Rachael and her mother. Where shakra and I
married in the mothers living room in april.
The mother’s was widowed from her husband jack
lafontain something like that. Or that was rachaels last name.
Anyway we had a nice interaction. Till it was over.
In the spring after we moved into the same community
complex 312 ruxton ave Manitou springs Colorado #3, that was an interesting
time.
Oct mile high con
Nov shakra and I started phone chats
Dec judy asked me to leave
Drove up to central city Colorado were the casino
industry is
Spent one night. Decided wintering up their was a
horrible idea.
Choose to drive back down after calling shakra and
talking to her about moving in with her.
Now I did have another option.
A half Latina half white girl I could have done a
great deal with her. But non of my research would exist. She would have only
been a sex buddy. Pam was smarter but still not a research travel buddy.
Although she might have been a travel buddy. Unknown.
Anyway. The Latina I choose against because it just
did not feel good
So I drove down and drove to shakras,
Moved in immediately. Spent a day or two with her
and her boyfriend/exboyfriend Edward bockar. That person and family are a
story and a half. His father Harrold boker wow what an incredible man. Half
harrold the marter half one of the greatest men I have ever known.
(one of my biggest regrets is how much I have had to
on the curface screw and con people out of things to achieve the long term
vision I am about to see realized. But I could not tell anyone aobut it, I
did not have the words. So instead of being able to tell people about stuff,
I just had to take from them with out explanation of why. After time I will
or at least try my best to reconnect with a sum of money or a thank you or
dedication. This project was made possible by the sacrafices of the following
people. Words can never describel how muchy I appreciate how much you
sacrificed for me and to make this possible.)
Anyway we arrive at galens.
We live oddly for about 6 ish month
We make contect with a charity group from a church
north ft Carson just off academy. We live their for months, while I apply for
and receive state disability. Which is enough to pay for first last deposit
the ruxton. We move in just before summer. With a 6 month lease. We stayed 7
leaving just after it both become cold and just before yule. After samhain.
We were married just before moving to ruxton.
We married because the people we stayed with for months
after bonnie he wanted us to live with someone else for a while. So we packed
and prepared to relocate. We relocated to a heavy chrisitn house. We were
only their about 7 to 10 days. horrible woman, but great experiences.
Met some nice other house guests their.
Anyway, we were forced to marry to stay in the same
room.
We did,
We then received the check, moved into ruxton.
We move to old colroado city. Which lead to marty
and the move to az.
6 months in az was enough we met lee cagle in
flagstaff. That was an impressive 6 months.
Shakra and I were given our marching orders and we
moved ot Bellingham wahshignton in august September.
Moved from extreme hot to the north west corner of
the us just in time for winter.
I am writing this because I need to write it
linearly. I can chop it apart after I get the basics down.
We arrived, and living in our car at the rest stop
north and south of town for a couple weeks. Met Rachael palmer at a st judes
clothing exchange.
We lived on her couch in the living room for 3
weeks.
Although she was a fanatical evangelical Christian,
she was ok.
We stayed with her through shakras now cancer
disgnoest and asscespted surgery.
After the surgery and the short recovery. I worked
as a psychic at “the mirdad center” where my skills at reading runes were
accepted. I was invited to both their anyual psychic fair as well as the ucf
October fair.
I did both,
We started attentind ucf regularly. And become good
lifelong friends with several their.
We met Linda Maureen Van Dyk, their
We met chuck and jennica
He had property aad a need for a caretaker. We
accepted and moved into a 2 story shed on the property. We wintered their
From oct I could not have imagind my life without sharka
in it, by march I was getting so tired of dealing with her over the top rage
and discontentment I we argued about 5 times a day
By april Linda told me I could move in.
By may the first marriage was over and Linda and I
were together.
That was 2 years of the most intense day to day need
to accomplish I can imagine
1994 Arizona
1995 Washington state
[this fits in just now sure where]
Shakra and I were living on the couch at the couple
in chaldler az. We started out great, but ended with a broken encounter. jim
and heather Harrison and
Anyway, we had to get out so we left to go up to
Prescott-sedona. We bounced back and forth between Prescott Sedona and
flagstaff a few times. Anyway the story of that summer is a novel and a half.
It was only a few months but the events were overwhelming in their
complexity.
Anyway shakra and I were at the park infront of the
big flagstaff public library a large gathering of all kinds of open minded
people gathered regularly. It was an amazing thing.
But we sat for like 3 hours just absorbing the
sights. A guy kept walking past, he was as unsure of what to do as we were.
But I finaly said hi. And we were immedialt friends.
20 mintues later we were traveling up to a camp
ground he knew about a half hour by car out of town.
It was great. Lee Cagle. He was the one who told us
about Bellingham wash.
Anyway we finished out stuff in az and we headed to
Bellingham.
Upon arriving we discovered one how cold it was. Two
how good it felt. And it was simply a great place. Nessled between an active
volcano range and cascades and the Puget sound it was an ideal place.
Shakra and I fell in love instantly.
I still love the palce, but can never live in that
area again. I can have a summer home, or complex inviting the relative in
that area if they need a place. But I can never full time. No university, no
educational infrastructure, no high tech infrastructure. The university is a
great one, but only for the arts and education. Not high tech.
So emma and I got together that may.
She had 4 kids from a 20 year marriage to cliff van
dyk. Bill 6 months older than me, Ruth 5 years younger, reba 7 years younger,
Karl 11 years younger than me.
It was odd because even though we are close. We came
into the picture as a middle 20s with more life experiences than the younger
two could fathom. But the older two could fathom but it was still rocky.
Still is in may ways.
One reason shakra and I split is because she finally
stopped desiving herself into admitting she was gay. Or at least mostly
attracted to females.
When Linda and I started out relationship. It began
and a just need to be together. We liked each other; we had a great deal in
commune.
Over time
1996 Washington state
1997 Washington state
1998 New Mexico
1999 California
2000 California
W9ithn in the concept of the
Futhark, what I have determined isa that the best course of action may be for
me to just have my own deck, do couple of dozen different forms of it. Do not wory about the concept of rutshing
it to0 markettt. Consentrate on it
getting better and better. Write
parts of the book. But the most
importaqatnt hing to do right now itsi to organize the self into drawnign
different pictures build a rather large resume of graphic pics CGI so that I
can begin organizing them into a possible job. The next thing that would ore would njto
bea good idea is that start seeking empolyhument as a graphic CVGI individual
byut I have no iodea if I can accualy do that job yet or not. I will call tomorrow as to see if that is
acualy possible.
I may not be able to make a deck the weay I have ben
trying to maek a deck nin the last 5 years, I may have to back off and
instead of tryig to rush it tto market work on instead of that consentrate on
the avenue of werite and futhark book,
But instead of just writtign the Futhark book include the graphics
along with it. Sinec ethe symbol
itself is a good one for the symbolic representation of the item but the
graphic or graphics is also vitally important for one to work with.
2001 California
2002 Seattle
2003 Seattle Orlando
The summer was a trip from seattle, Washington state
to Daytona Beach, Florida with Dana Gregory and Her daughter Tandy
Lay(something)
That trip was a novel and a half.
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Orlando, Florida
2004 orlando
We left that apt just before hurricane Charlie hit.
Our lease was not up, but the evac was a very nice
timing.
the next 9 months was a very odd trip.
We evacuated to kisimmee florida uswy 192.
And we moved into the ramada
We were at the ramada for about 6 weeks before the
ramada was red tagged out of black mold.
We had to move to Disney
We were their for about 4 to 5 weeks.
We moved into the travel lodge meeting manager robin.
We stayed their for 8 months.
2005 kissimmee
Emma karl dana tandy and I moved into
996 Woodside circle
Kissimmee, Fl. 34741-4757
In april
That lasted a difficult 12 months.
There are so many novels which have occurred in my
life. That year was one of them. Saying it was difficult would be an
understatement of profound measument.
2006 kissimme
We left that apt moving back into the travellodge
We were their for about 2 weeks.
We found 2782 almaton loop.
Karl emma and I moved into.
Almost three years later emma and I are still their.
Karl left after 5 monhts. Leaving my mother with a huge bill.
2007 kissimmee
My grandmother died on the second day of the year.
Emma and I traveled back for the funeral. That was one incredidly difficult 7
days.
We arrived less than 24 hours after she died. Emma
and I slept in the bed she died, in. I slept in the same position her body
was in. being me, I did not mind at all. I did not get off on it, I just was
able to deal with the energy easier than anyone else.
I was able to help her essence and her spirit move
on.
One of the hard parts is the silent arguing the
family stepped right back into.
Uncle pat has had a nasty thing for me since just
after shakra and I got together.
By the time we were married, I was not wanted. That
Christmas I was uninvited. Well more appropriate I was invietned to Christmas
as long as I could get a ride their. On christimas eve finding someone to
drive me up to cripple creak, good luck. Cripple creak is about 2 or 3 hours
west of csc. And it is all uphill, a steep grade uphill. Csc is 6000 cripple
creak is close to 9000.
So that was a hard year
We arrived thanks in no small portion to my friends.
Keirthan picked us up from the airport. We arrived and pat was less than
thrilled at seeing me for the first time. I was so tired and whipped, I could
not think of what to say. I just stood in the entryway, with him shocked
beyond shocked I was their. Standing on crutches, not feeling all that great,
he expected me to say something. Or to act in a sorry can we be ok now. Or
something and I just in him mind just blew it. My one chance at commign back
in and I blew it, he did not take into account my health,
But at the same time he never took into account my
health. My health issues were always an excuse. He had and sometimes has
ser4ious health issues, he requires quarter for. But myn are to be gutted
through.
So we arrived, and the week began.
Fortunately I knew something was up and took the entire previous 6 weeks
and rested and physicaly prepared.
Then I took myself into the 7 days. After we arrived
back home, I callapsed. I was sick for 2 months after. I could barely get out
of bed. But no one their say it.
Interesting enough,
have had such an adversarial situation with them that for a long time
I have hidden my weeknesses because of the terror I have over if they hit me
that hard when I am a little week. How badly will they hurt me when I am
splayed out and defensless.
Well I was as close to defenseless as I could be and
still be ambulatory and they hit me very hard.
The amount I could write about the days events I
could write at least 2 novels and a dozens academic sociology papers based
soul on jstu those 7 days. I am very happy I did not bring my research and
work on it that week. I thought about brining my summerian book, but thourgh
better of it and I am complety happy I did.
We arrived back and my health took the downward
spiral I was expeciting
I contected ruth Ireland the day after. Boy what a
psycho. She is nuts beyond nuts.
Ok I first met ruth Ireland back at Coronado. She
worked at a library assistant in a different department than me at the same
time.
She was considered nuts by most who knew her. I was
warned to stear clear by many including her teachers.
So we did not reconnect till 2006. I tried a couple
times but with no luck.
Anyway, we reconnected and she was the same psycho I
knew in school just with 2 kids from 2 fathers. The black man she married
just out of high school and some other guy she hooked up with later on.
The black man she had a boy with, and the second was
a girl. The girl took after her and was metnatly deficient.
Anyway, ruth has issue. If she could have held it
together we could have done some nice work together. Business, spiritual, and
emotional.
Her ex had her photo album. I contected hank snider
and he agreed to contect her and to turn her photo into a digital media. So
her and her ex could get the pics they wanted.
But she blew the deal before he could follow
thorugh.
She agreed to all kinds of stuff. She did not have
long distance so she kept giving me hard boundaries to follow and become mad
when I followed up on them.
She made several appointments and did not follow up.
She told me if she did not pick up the phone to just keep calling.
I did, and she went nuts on me the next day.
Of ocurse she had no consetp that the reason I was
insistant was because she agreed to go into business with me. I would do the
work she would go out and sell my graphic arts skills. I snet her a portfolio
of work and some other stuff. All G rated stuff. And she could sell to those
around what I could do. In the process learn graphic arts.
But she messed everythgin up.
I did call her 15 times in 20 iish hours. But if she
had not told me to just keep calling and she did not have a business package
in her mail I would not have tested
her.
I at the time was actually bed bound. Never make a
business deal with someone in a health ciris conserving money and a
dependability thing. Because the first thing which will happen is the person
in bed who depends on the ambulatory person, the bed person will test to see
how much the walking person can be trusted. First test, she failed with
flying, threaten to call the cops if I contect her again, colors. In years to
come if we ever have anything to do with each other again, I might tell her
about that telst.
I moved on from that into attempting to fiture out
what to do with myself.
Then mom dropped a bomb on us.
From the point karl left in oct. mom took up they
financial slack.
Well in feb she choose to contact us on the 18 and
tell us everything was fine and dandy. On the 25 she called and told us rent
just 3 days away was not her problem
So we were left in a hole of holes.
I called her the next week and she was very angry
with me. Telling me she was in just as hard a position as we were. I told her
she has 2 roofs to choose from and both her legs worked. So we were no where
near the same position.
I called back the next week and was met with a
ringing phone. I went radio silent. Refusing to communicate.
A few months later she and emma chatted.
The only real option was video produdtion. So called Giovana and talked to her about my
handicapped video production idea as well as my real estate idea.
She helped a great deal.
I started filming video stuff.
I started work on a self documentary self help video
“the truth about series: deadliest knowdlge tarot”
Firmed one of a possible thousand shows.
The idea is great, if I can do it completlye
different next time. Have someone else do the entire thing and I just exec
produce.
That was from feb to mid june. Real estate,
handicapped, truth about series
Then I started working on finishing the documentary
I shot at the funeral. Which took 4 months.
I finished in august.
The reaction was interesting.
In august I tackled my research again in full
ernest. I tackled it with having 9 months of abject failure under my belt and
spending most of the year in bed sick.
August sept. research
Sept I realized I was completely inadequate for the
job. I had few if any of the tools needed to take even one step forward in
the research.
So I thorugh about what I needed, and school was the
simple logical critical thinking oly optio left
So I started looking into schools.
Asked hank
Uop.
By the middle of oct applied
The paperwork took me 2 full months.
Started the last day of 2007.
2008 kissimmee
This was an interesting year, it began as I was
entering my exact 2nd day of college. I started an the college of
axia, the junior college of the university of phoenix. To prove I could do
it.
I applied back at the end of October early November
and was approved almost immedialty.
But because of a round of issues, I could
not start till the end of December
When I started things were ok.
But I spent the entire end of the December thinking
I would not start till the middle to end of January. The reason was I wanted
more time to organize my files.
Well 13 months later, and I have finaly learned
enough to need to take time and organize my files.
Ms office 2007 has also come out and affordable. We
purchased and I now have that program on 3 of the 5 computers. Of ocurse only
4 of htem work.
But the point is I need to build an accurate and
workable ticktock. Which is why I installed 07 on the compac.
The other huge thing about that year was at the end
of the year after attempting to study and learn algebra as fast as possible.
I developed a study tool. A three step process.
1 the name of the equation or process
2 what that equation or process looks like
3 a link to a formula to solve that equation.
4 unpulbished, is a link to the translation between
western math and symbolic math.
Symbolic math being my invention from the ancient
research I have spent 2 decades rebuilding.
As of the last day of 2008, I did almost nothing
with it. I made a few notes here and their, but nothing really.
I usually stop progress with something about the
time I need to focus on step 4. Well step 4 has been corrupted by working on
the overall flow of the sciences.
The sciences on the other hand have been massively
improved on.
I understand more about how to sciences work right
now that I can say easily.
I created a couple nice models and a couple hours of
audio recordings to show my progress. But have done little to
2009 Kissimmee
The new year.
In January I worked on the second –fifth week of
math 209 at uop. Passed only with emma doing 99% of the work. I watched and
typed it all in. My mind is processing what I watched and typed in. I am
starting to understand the mechanics of it all.
I need to add a mechanics section to the web site
and start to fill it out in earnest.
Currently it is the night of the 2/3 of febr and I
am technically starting my 4 days of sick rest. Which is hard considering I
only have more days to finish my math final and turn it in. So my down time will be interrupted.
But fortuantly I am starting to develop a ticktock
and be ok with having my time schedualed. The bennifit to this is it will
allow me to get the details I need off my mind and into a written format. Or
an oral format. So I can stop devoting so much intense time to my desperate
need to keep all those details in my mind.
I was thinking about taking a few hours and going
through the briar patch and just talking out what needs to be done. That way
from the notes I take when I listen to what I want to do with the briar patch
when I get back to it, I can have a reasonable idea of how to tackle the
project. I do not want to touch a single character in a single document, just
open it up and look around, making an audio recording the entire time. About
an hour or so into the process my mind will be fatigued and I will need to do
something else.
Ah, I need to add a great deal of down time / healing
time to my day. So instead of coming in and watching tv, I need to come in
and type into my pj or do an audio recording of some of the ideas I have. Or
something similar. Come to think of it why do I not
Note
Check compact for audio recording possibilities
Check on
Emma dn I have been talking a lot about what we want
to do after grad. She will spent at least a bit of time with Disney making
money and obtaining some management experience.
I will be figuring out how to go about determining
how to continue my ed. I can get my computer science degree but after that
what? Uop does not offer much after the bachelors. The offer high tech
management classes and degrees. But I am not sure. Am not sure if I get my mba or continue
working in science.
My mother and I had a very difficult relationship.
She loves me but cannot stand me.
The good thing about that is, she pays for the
thigns I need. The bad thing is she hates to interact with me.
So we have only really been chatting for a few
months in reality. I was not interested in chatting with her till I had more
schooling under my belt.
But about a year ago or less we started phone calls
again.
Well they went ok for a while. Then she started in
on the communication of “grunt at me, and that is sufficient communication”.
Well that has always bugged me. I am a person who if you are going to talk to
me, talk, if not, no reason to chat. So when she gets into her just grunt at
me. And I will grunt at you. I stop calling for a while.
It has happened several times in the past. Most
notiably twice I stopped communication for about a year each.
I am now in week 3 of radio silence. Although a
couple emails have gone back and forth. she left me hanging high and dry a
bit back with an offer to purchase a bran new car. That offer is compelty up
in the air.
One because I have not been healthy enough to look,
emma has been sick. And we have been so busy with school we have not have the
time to go look.
We did go to a car fair, and found a couple vehicles
we could fit into. The one I could get inot and fit budget was the Toyota
yaris. I like it, but it is compelty inappropriate for my wheelchair and
other needs.
the third to last chat was she told me to go look
for a vehicle which would be sufficient for my electric wheelchair.
Unfortunately that is so far out of budget that is laughable.
We have about 10 grand, we will need about 20 for a
lift and 30 to 40 for an internal lift kit. Great but unrealistic.
But with her sick and radio silence. That is on hold
The last phone call she hung up. I told her in early
nov their was a problem with the pell. I told her in the beginning of jan I
had to pay for me next class. She was angry for supprizing her with it. I
told her supprizing I told you about it 3 months ago.
She told me to call her back when emma and I choose
what we watned to do and just let her know about it. Well she was at the
heavy point of being very sick, so she could not think rationally.
So everything is up in the air.
2 - 6
Boy the last few days have been difficult.
First I have to take at least a two week break to
heal. Then study back up to get up to speed on 208, to get ready for 209.
This has started out great. I have not have more than
5 hours of continous heal time. I have been put into positions wehre I need
to get thigns done, quickly is not fast enough.
Emma even threatened to quit school unless she
received help to achieve her goals. Her paperwork was scattered to the winds.
It took me hours to start getting her paperwork organized. I have a large
number more hours of organizing her paperwork to go.
Yesterday was a day I drank 2 pots of tea, and
worked till my body was no longer able to continue working.
The day before emma and I did a lot of my homework.
That work was difficult at best. Because she has to push though, working and
studying for 5 hours at a single stretch is something her body, stamina, and
constituation can do. I on the other hand have difficulty sitting in that
painful at all get out electric wheelchair for more than 30 minutes before
pain overrides my system.
So 5 hours of homework, I came off the chair, went
to bed and callapsed. I slept for 4 hours and was up for the next 15.
Tonight I am supposted to be working on further
organizing emmas school paperwork, but have not been able to get to that.
I have been working on backfilling in this personal
journal. I realized I needed to fill in my families history. Which is easier
said then done. The stories are harder the fill in than can be assembled.
I know I did a lot of this work just before
grandmother died. But finding the information has proven harder than
imaginable.
I did not know uncle bob was a jr. 35 years of
knowing English and the second to last conversating with grandmother I was
finaly told he was a jr.
But finding that information has proven to be overly
difficult. I attempted to look, but have come up very short. I need to just
mass upload all the CDs I have recorded back ups and see what is missing from
those lists. I know it is a great deal because the folder “black book” has
been missing for a while. So I do not truly know what was printed out. I do
not want to have to rescan in my research just to have as folder of print
out. But I might have to. But that is months from now when I have time to
work on the briar patch.
2010
2011
2012
2013
2014
2015
2016
2017
2018
I had a huge confrontation with the Head of the Psychology
Dept at Tiffin U. The end of the discussion ended with me being asked to
leave the school. “I certain amount of Intuition, is required for this
degree.” I informed him that science is sceicne, facts are fcts, no intuition
needed. But we did not share that opition.
I did not resign up for new classes after the dec
quarter was over. I spent from the start of dec 2017 for the next several
months working on my history of Psychology and subsequently the history of my
family books.
Which ended up being a very interesting sequence of
events.
We lost the ability to pay for the storage unit in
about march and we lost all our stored items.
I began to work to enter Walden University in about
may June,
I was so upset with how York Rite specifically Kyle
handled a situation I walked away period from Bellingham York rite. I will
keep my York Rite membership, but most of the guys involved grop think
performed a beyond acceptable actions which was close to legallyl actionable
against. An accustiono was made which the group chose to believe, those two
actions are more then enough to put a permanent chazm between them and me.
Disgusting does not even come close to defining the events. Mostly the accusations were a
cascade event from being a scholar amongst pretend scholars and showing up
with my wheelchair, instead of walking.
I walked away and have not turned back.
2019
I spent most of march so sick I could hardly
function. I was so sick in fact that I was only just able to complete my
homework in that class.
End of March I started to recover and was close to
the last time I took WTA (Whatcom Transportation Authority).
Starting this journey entry 2019 12 20 0709 (12 20,
2019 0710 am)
Emma and I spent this year well it started out
without being able to access the
internet at home. We owed them 600$ for months of back bills and could not
afford to pay them. In part, several people in 2018 chose arrogance, ego, and
being nasty instead of helping the situation we were in.
We managed to save enough to obtain the necessary an
extremely expensive access the xfinity open network at 60$ a month. So we had
internet at home starting at the end of feb abot the 20th.
I started school a few days later with my first
walden u class since that stupid intro class 5 months previous.
This year has been an extreme storm of events and
lots of inappropriate behavior.
2020
The new year starts in about 11 days, well 12.
I have no idea if this year will bring good fortune
or something else.
All I know is that right here in America the
sequence of events from July to Dec have mirrored with close to absolute
perfection the events from 1919 Munich, specifically inside the political
party of the DAP.
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