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Paternal Grandfathers parents

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Maternal Great Grandmother

 

Maternal Grandmothers parent

Maternal Great Grandfather

Maternal Great Grandmother

 

Paternal Grandfathers parents

Paternal Great Grandfather

Paternal Great Grandmother

 

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Great Grandparents

Grandfathers

Maternal Great Grandfather

A minor, I do not know much about him.

Maternal Great Grandmother

She was a wandering soul. I think Miami was her nickname. She lived at least part of the end of her life in Arizona possibly phoenix.

She had many children.

My mother was put in charge of watching out for her duing family visits.

 

Grandmothers

Maternal Great Grandfather

He was a highly successful man in McCook neb

Maternal Great Grandmother

She was the second wife. she was born in Germany. She became the step mother of the older 2 or 3. She had I think 5 of her own.

 

Grandfathers Parents Welling

Paternal Great Grandfather

Paternal Great Grandmother

 

Grandmother’s Ogle

Paternal Great Grandfather Ogle owned the maples

I do not know much about him at all.

Paternal Great Grandmother Fleet owned the Fleet house

My father called her “the duchess” they did not like each other one little bit. Their personalities were far too similar. She was a major political player in their small tiffin town.

 

 

 

Grandparents

Maternal Grandfather

Robert Paddrick (*Castello) Jeffries.

What an interesting life. Was born into a mining family in Florence Colorado. He had many siblings. He was part Native American from at least 2 if not three possibly 5 generations back. His grandmother I think married a town sheriff in Pheonix AZ, that woman the father was a notorious there. One of Floes ancestors was a thief primarily of Horses. Another was a Sheriff.

One story is a teenage daughter ran off with a local man in a city. She in effect stole her fathers horse to make the journey, from the settlement to the town.

Upon hooking up with her “man”, her father followed, found them and took his horse back.

 

But a gentlemen from the east. Several brothers came out west to seek their fortune. All gentlemen.

His mother left the family when he was somewhere between 3 and 5. He was adobpted by the Jeffries family of McCook Nebraska.

He was a typical depression era adopted child. He had to work to earn everything. He could make a full course meal for many by the time he was with the family a short time.

He was a very talented artist, thinker, innovator, inventor, and all over great man. He knew WWII was coming and joined the marines in 40 or 39. He wanted to become a cook but he had a degree in art from the denver institute of art. So he was assigned to be a battlefield photographer.

He was the photographer in the third plane which landed on guatlecanal.

He was bitten by the mosquito and came down with malaria. Which he suffered mentally for the rest of his life.

 

Afer discharge, he moved to alq with his wife and daughter (my mohtehr). He did a lot of odd jobs and such. Eventaully he could work and was hired by Dr. Workman at NMIMT. To teach the future engineers how to draw.

Several of this drawings and innovative ideas are still classified.

He died of a MI about 9 years before I was born. I was born in 1971, mom and dad were together for 7 years, they met and become a couple in  her sophomore year.

Maternal Grandmother

Florence Real Jeffries was the youngest of 8 daughers. Her father was a heavy politician and player in McCook Nebraska having been the president of the grain elevator and Major of the town.

She and grandfather were an item from not long after they met in high school. They met when he snuck out of the house and was hiding on the floor of her friends car. They were off on a beer run. She met him by stepping on his head.

 

Paternal Grandfather

A executive by skill and training. One of many highly skilled brothers.

Paternal Grandmother, very hard man. Dark brown eyes hair darker complected.

A member of two of the most powerful political and rich families in tiffin ohio. Ogle and Fleet.

Red hair, blue eyes, pale skin.

An extrmeily talented and proficient woman, knew latin. Understood education, the arts, and travel.

 

Father

The first child of two a younger brother.

He has 303 hours of college. A career educator and a skilled woodworker. A marine.

Mother

Addean Diane Jeffries Welling.

 

 

1971       ohio

I begin life in Amherst ohio.

My parents were in the process of a divorce when I was born.

My father left for a wide variety of reasons, I can only guess. At what those truly were. I can tell you from years of talking to him about it in 2009 I have spent the last 6 years in semi-continuous phone calls, he has little idea why.

He is strongly ruled by his emiotional state. Of which he refuses to acknowledge that fact.

My mother has other stranger issues.

But I spent the first year of my life living with my fathers mother. My mother had extreme complication after I was born. So she spent most of the first 6 months or so of my life in bed.

MLA as my mother called her. Of which she always hated. But I did not leran of this till very late in my interaction with her. I never questions why I did not call one grandmother Jeffries and the other grandmother welling. But at a very early age I learned not to question the events happening around me. Much safer that way.

But as I matured, I began to question to the point I was forced to leave the family. But that happens much later.

The realy interesting part of that first year, I learned much later is I was born at the very tail end of a very long and distinguished family line.

My father had helped settle the area. Tiffin ohio had two settlements constructed by my family. The Fleet old Von Vleet of which my material greatgrandmother was of Fleet. And the olges of which the Maples was theirs.

So I was raised on  the very end of a very influencial northern ohio famly about to die out.

The political power, money, influence, and members in that area was just about over when I was born.

The maples was still standing, but it was an old and decrepid structure. I was in the building at least twice before I was 5.

1972 ohio

My8 second year is a very odd mix of situations.

First grandmother welling insisted on my mother getting out of bed and into a job. Since she had some college she was able to go out and get a very nice job as an art therapist at the local mental hospital. A job she hated more than a little.

Second she hated beyond hate ohio. She missed her family terribly.

But upon receiving a job from the hospital she was able to make enough to get a little place all our own. A trailer.

That trailer was a very interesting place. Small two bedrooms. But was a fascinating place.

My father came around regularly. Which angered my mother to no end.

My grandmother I do not.

But mother upon getting up on her feet and with enough income went back to school to finish her bachelors of arts degree.

I would when I could I would study with her.

With that she discovered I could learn and understand.

I had an absolute keen interest in dinosaurs. Like most young kids.

So she taught me what she could about dinosaurs.

1973  ohio

I begin to become me.

1974 ohio

It is so unfortunate I was so young, a great deal of really nice things happened in that ohio time. Artists are great people to hand around with.

We had a number of parties at the trailer. If she had any stay over friends or lovers. I was unaware of them.

Somewhere around 3 or 4. Mom and I took at trip to Washington dc. Some kind of gathering and or something else of interest.

We did a lot of trips. Virginia, Socorro, maples, all over ohio, Chicago, dc

1975 ohio

Moms friends, with art thing. Their was a anteroom with lots of paintings, I remembered the last time I was their I had been in that room several times before.

       The room was small, the kitchen was to the left as you looked out the window and a living room was to the right.

That was also the time when we worked on a float.

1976 ohio

The trip to the maples with mom

 

Chicago history museum

Mom took me to the Chicago history museum. After spending time learning about the dinosaurs, I had a keen eye and understood dinosaurs well.

I looked up at the brauntoraurous and knew the skull was incorrect. So I went over the security guard and told him my theory.

Really interesting thing was, 5 years later. We were sitting in the living room at wheeler. Mom pat and I were watching the news and learned the Chicago history museum was replacing the skull of the brontosaurus. I did not get the credit, but I knew it was me.

Trip to the henry ford factory

What a very interesting experience. Mom was so angry I think a part of her is still angry with me for what happened.

First she thinks dad somehow was at the same place at the same time for some nepharious reason. Second I just ran over to him and had what I thought a very pleasant interaction. Both my parents at the same place at the same time, in a different state learning something fascinating about the beginning of the modern industrial age.

Mom is still angry with me about just running off.

Before we moved to colroado springs we took at least 3 trips back. At least 2 times by plane and 3 ties by rail.

I remember the plane trips and the train. I also remember being their and remembering doing it before.

The last time I was at the maples with dad. Grandmothers third husbad was still living their. I remembered it was an event similar to the feeling of the last time we traveled back to Socorro to the family house out their.

I rmember walking up the sidewalk, and thinking about walking up the driveway at Socorro. The white gravel drive stuck in my mind, I assumed both had white gravel circular drives.

But I was incorrect.

The trip to the maples with dad.

1977 colorado

 

Just a little bit after I turned 6 and school was out. Preschool that is. Mom decided we needed to move back home. Or at least back to her family.

That last year was great.

After I did the dishes, and or finished doing the dishes. Mom said if I finished the dishes on time. We would go out to a movie.

That movie was StarWars. I do not know if it was first night, but it was difinatly the beginning. The entire theater was packed.

This was both great, and horrific. Depending on pov.

Mom starting talking about it

The franks want to adopt me

Grandmother comes out

We rent a uhaul

We travel across country

We arrive in colroad springs.

The first few months

My first year at sacred heart elementary school.

1978 colorado

I fail my first class. Not because of my lack of understaning but because the kids I was in class with were a very bad combination. So the teacher held me back because I needed to be with different kids.

How does one fail first grade. I needed to be a year older, 3 inches taller, and with a different set of kids. I also needed desperately to be in special ed, and the only way to get me into special ed was to fail me.

I meet jimmy vidmare. A friend I have till a few months after moving into the paradise house.

Our friendship broke up because we at that point were vastly different people.

1979 colorado

A copule years after we moved to into pats pete followed. That was a difficult at best experience.

 

1980 colorado

First launch of the space shuttle. Amazing experience.

Pete had not arrived yet if I remember.

Enterprise on the back of a modified 747 arrived at Peterson afb for a whisle stop tour aroudnt eh us. Pat took me to see it. Amazing.

1981 colorado

 

My relationship with pat has always been a strange one. He both liked me a great deal and hated by guts. As a grew into an adult, the liking me turned to hatred. But as a grew I turned into a miniature wes welling. Of course I did not learn aanythign about the wes welling pat Jeffries fights till I took a trip with me enharatiance to see dad at 18.

 

1982 colorado

 

1983 colorado

 

1984 colorado

 

1985 colorado

 

1986 colorado

 

1987 colorado

 

1988 New Mexico

 

1989 New Mexico

This year is went from my first year at Socorro high aka my junior year in high school to my second aka senior year.

I learned to drive in my junior year.

I received part of my money from the enharitance at 18.

This summer I traveled from Socorro to my fathers in Flagler beach florida.

That was an experience. I did not like most of it.

 

Upon arriving back I finished my seniour year and my high school career was in the next 5 months of 90 were over.

 

I met WG and darlean this year. This was a very interesting time.

 

While in florida I applied to Disney to be hired as an animator and or a movie maker. Abject failture. But it taught me lessons I will use till my last day.

 

1990 New Mexico Colorado

Had profound interactions with wg and darlean

 

Lost my virginity to darlean months before we met again to discuss spirituation stuff in January.

 

 

Gradutated high school.

 

Moved from Socorro to Colorado springs Colorado 3 days after the graduation ceremony.

 

Moved in with pat.

That was about as difficult a situation as could be imagined.

 

While swimming met pam, we had a very short time together. I started it I broke it off. I can not be sure but I think that was a bad move. To break it off.

 

I traveled to Europe that summer. 7 weeks of very interesting experiences.

 

Returned worked for bennigans for about 3 weeks before I badly damaged my right shoulder,

 

Through pam met galen and bonnie barns.

 

Played ad&d a great deal.

 

Through conneciotn with tina tchambler my tutor or several years. I made contact with a blond blue tall waist of energy, who was working at a senior center. That senier home was managed by trish.

My relationship with trish was rocky from day one.

It was also as difficult to deal with as any I have had since.

 

­­she claimed to have become pregnant. No matter if it was true or not, no child occurred

 

We were broken up by mid to end of winter.

 

Landed a job with the frame shop, that was a horrific experience as well.

 

1991 Colorado

 

Spent most of this year working to understand how to go about becoming an adult.

 

Which was harder than one might think.

 

Spent most of the year with galen and bonnie, living on their couch.

 

Not long after I was about 19 I realized pat was simply a bully, and there are only two ways to deal with a bully, riddacule or domination.

 

1992 Colorado

Met tammy. A short dark brown brown small bubble butt mentally unstable girl through the bbs galen ran.

 

Lived with her for a couple months till I earned enough to get my own apt. off garden of the gods.

 

Went to a job recurtment center where I found a youth employment program. Applied an dwas accepted, started work at the airforce academy that summer.

Was great, learned a great deal,

Made enough money to pay for my second apartment off garden of gods

 

Started gaming with galen and bonie again. Met dave and laura

 

Dave and laura lived just down the block from me.

One interesting thing about that apt is CTU was just across the street.

 

Dave and laura and I had a very fun time together.

 

We met I drove them home.

 

We hit it off

 

We traveled back and forth between csc and Denver many weekends for the next little under a year.

 

Moved into davids when my money ran out. Just before 21.

 

Met a girl at slotskies, one date “total slut, horrible time. Would have totlay messed thigns up” went to her dance, met Reagan

 

Reagan and her sister we had a very interesting relationship. Dated both sisters.

“ the younger one was 14 reagan was 16.

 

Dated the younger, as a thing to do for a few weeks-month was accepted by the family.

 

We broke up over a phone call, the betgining of the call was interesting she was annoyed I did not jump her bones. She was not interested. Her sister picked up the phone, we mutually agreed we were more interested. We started dating. One phone call I went from dating one sister to the other. On single phone call.

 

The parents went from cool and no problem to not cool and everything is not acceptable.

 

We broke up the weekend I turned 21. we broke up because I stopped returning the phone calls. I did not want to go to jail for staitory rape. 20 is ok, 21 rape.

 

On the trips to Denver, me met david and laura friend Misty Reynolds. My next girlfriend.

We got together the weekend I turned 21.

 

One very odd 5 months.

 

We eventulay moved to Denver, misty and I dated and had sex a couple times before she called it off. Mentally unbalanced. Plus our time together was a short run needing to end.

 

Davids mother took me to the Snow Mountain ranch YMCA of the rockies. I landed a nice house cleaning job

Mom picked me up, we went back to Socorro.

I took bartending training. Learned more about myself in that 4 weeks then I can tell eaily.

 

Immediately upon finishing moved back to Denver after a short 3 days in the springs.

 

Moved in with ginger a psychic I met just before leaving for the snow mountain ranch.

 

We started a thing, moved in with her.

 

Met Michaela.

 

Saut and received a gaming liscence worked at terps casino

 

That October met and started dating shakra. Margot Mildred “sharkra” Basor Rick.

 

 

 

1993 Colorado

Shakra and I were together

 

We married in csc in april.

 

Our relationship was interesting. We met in October. 1992 married by april.

 

I was working 92 terps casino. Mile high con

Was able to live with bonnie and galen at the beinign of this year.

By the summer 93, in Manitou I created the first of my eventually rune books

 

It began really simple

Not long after arriving in csc, I looked in the phone book for metaphysical shops.

Found both celebration, and wizards apprentice.

Called seeing if wizards apprentice needed a psychic reader. They did not, dj would cover all of those things.

Talked to mark.

I knew from previous that celebration did not like inexpere3inced psychics, so trying to learn form them was a wasit of time.

They had a several step process. First you purchased a booth for one of their by anyal metaphysical fairs. Then you were tested. Mind you the booth fee was more than a little.

Then you did the thing, and you were then allowed to put a card at the shop.

 

So shakra one fine cold winter day, took the bus to wizards apprentice. We missed the place by a lot. Getting off the bus blocks too far in.

We walked back

And arrived. The connection to the place started immediately.

 

My back hurt so I had to sit down

 

We were living with bonnie and galen at the time. This was even before we befriended Rachael and her mother. Where shakra and I married in the mothers living room in april.

 

The mother’s was widowed from her husband jack lafontain something like that. Or that was rachaels last name.

Anyway we had a nice interaction. Till it was over.

 

In the spring after we moved into the same community complex 312 ruxton ave Manitou springs Colorado #3, that was an interesting time.

 

Oct mile high con

Nov shakra and I started phone chats

Dec judy asked me to leave

Drove up to central city Colorado were the casino industry is

 

Spent one night. Decided wintering up their was a horrible idea.

 

Choose to drive back down after calling shakra and talking to her about moving in with her.

 

Now I did have another option.

A half Latina half white girl I could have done a great deal with her. But non of my research would exist. She would have only been a sex buddy. Pam was smarter but still not a research travel buddy. Although she might have been a travel buddy. Unknown.

 

Anyway. The Latina I choose against because it just did not feel good

So I drove down and drove to shakras,

Moved in immediately. Spent a day or two with her and her boyfriend/exboyfriend Edward bockar. That person and family are a story and a half. His father Harrold boker wow what an incredible man. Half harrold the marter half one of the greatest men I have ever known.

 

(one of my biggest regrets is how much I have had to on the curface screw and con people out of things to achieve the long term vision I am about to see realized. But I could not tell anyone aobut it, I did not have the words. So instead of being able to tell people about stuff, I just had to take from them with out explanation of why. After time I will or at least try my best to reconnect with a sum of money or a thank you or dedication. This project was made possible by the sacrafices of the following people. Words can never describel how muchy I appreciate how much you sacrificed for me and to make this possible.)

 

Anyway we arrive at galens.

We live oddly for about 6 ish month

We make contect with a charity group from a church north ft Carson just off academy. We live their for months, while I apply for and receive state disability. Which is enough to pay for first last deposit the ruxton. We move in just before summer. With a 6 month lease. We stayed 7 leaving just after it both become cold and just before yule. After samhain.

 

We were married just before moving to ruxton.

 

We married because the people we stayed with for months after bonnie he wanted us to live with someone else for a while. So we packed and prepared to relocate. We relocated to a heavy chrisitn house. We were only their about 7 to 10 days. horrible woman, but great experiences.

Met some nice other house guests their.

Anyway, we were forced to marry to stay in the same room.

We did,

We then received the check, moved into ruxton.

 

We move to old colroado city. Which lead to marty and the move to az.

6 months in az was enough we met lee cagle in flagstaff. That was an impressive 6 months.

 

Shakra and I were given our marching orders and we moved ot Bellingham wahshignton in august September.

Moved from extreme hot to the north west corner of the us just in time for winter.

 

I am writing this because I need to write it linearly. I can chop it apart after I get the basics down.

 

We arrived, and living in our car at the rest stop north and south of town for a couple weeks. Met Rachael palmer at a st judes clothing exchange.

We lived on her couch in the living room for 3 weeks.

Although she was a fanatical evangelical Christian, she was ok.

 

We stayed with her through shakras now cancer disgnoest and asscespted surgery.

After the surgery and the short recovery. I worked as a psychic at “the mirdad center” where my skills at reading runes were accepted. I was invited to both their anyual psychic fair as well as the ucf October fair.

I did both,

We started attentind ucf regularly. And become good lifelong friends with several their.

 

We met Linda Maureen Van Dyk, their

 

We met chuck and jennica

He had property aad a need for a caretaker. We accepted and moved into a 2 story shed on the property. We wintered their

 

From oct I could not have imagind my life without sharka in it, by march I was getting so tired of dealing with her over the top rage and discontentment I we argued about 5 times a day

By april Linda told me I could move in.

By may the first marriage was over and Linda and I were together.

 

That was 2 years of the most intense day to day need to accomplish I can imagine

 

 

1994 Arizona

 

1995 Washington state

[this fits in just now sure where]

Shakra and I were living on the couch at the couple in chaldler az. We started out great, but ended with a broken encounter. jim and heather Harrison and

Anyway, we had to get out so we left to go up to Prescott-sedona. We bounced back and forth between Prescott Sedona and flagstaff a few times. Anyway the story of that summer is a novel and a half. It was only a few months but the events were overwhelming in their complexity.

Anyway shakra and I were at the park infront of the big flagstaff public library a large gathering of all kinds of open minded people gathered regularly. It was an amazing thing.

But we sat for like 3 hours just absorbing the sights. A guy kept walking past, he was as unsure of what to do as we were. But I finaly said hi. And we were immedialt friends.

20 mintues later we were traveling up to a camp ground he knew about a half hour by car out of town.

It was great. Lee Cagle. He was the one who told us about Bellingham wash.

Anyway we finished out stuff in az and we headed to Bellingham.

Upon arriving we discovered one how cold it was. Two how good it felt. And it was simply a great place. Nessled between an active volcano range and cascades and the Puget sound it was an ideal place.

Shakra and I fell in love instantly.

I still love the palce, but can never live in that area again. I can have a summer home, or complex inviting the relative in that area if they need a place. But I can never full time. No university, no educational infrastructure, no high tech infrastructure. The university is a great one, but only for the arts and education. Not high tech.

So emma and I got together that may.

She had 4 kids from a 20 year marriage to cliff van dyk. Bill 6 months older than me, Ruth 5 years younger, reba 7 years younger, Karl 11 years younger than me.

It was odd because even though we are close. We came into the picture as a middle 20s with more life experiences than the younger two could fathom. But the older two could fathom but it was still rocky.

Still is in may ways.

One reason shakra and I split is because she finally stopped desiving herself into admitting she was gay. Or at least mostly attracted to females.

When Linda and I started out relationship. It began and a just need to be together. We liked each other; we had a great deal in commune.

 

Over time

 

 

1996 Washington state

 

1997 Washington state

 

 

 

1998 New Mexico

 

1999 California

 

2000 California

 

W9ithn in the concept of the Futhark, what I have determined isa that the best course of action may be for me to just have my own deck, do couple of dozen different forms of it.  Do not wory about the concept of rutshing it to0 markettt.  Consentrate on it getting better and better.    Write parts of the book.   But the most importaqatnt hing to do right now itsi to organize the self into drawnign different pictures build a rather large resume of graphic pics CGI so that I can begin organizing them into a possible job.   The next thing that would ore would njto bea good idea is that start seeking empolyhument as a graphic CVGI individual byut I have no iodea if I can accualy do that job yet or not.    I will call tomorrow as to see if that is acualy possible.

 

I may not be able to make a deck the weay I have ben trying to maek a deck nin the last 5 years, I may have to back off and instead of tryig to rush it tto market work on instead of that consentrate on the avenue of werite and futhark book,    But instead of just writtign the Futhark book include the graphics along with it.  Sinec ethe symbol itself is a good one for the symbolic representation of the item but the graphic or graphics is also vitally important for one to work with.

 

2001 California

 

2002 Seattle

 

2003 Seattle Orlando

 

 

The summer was a trip from seattle, Washington state to Daytona Beach, Florida with Dana Gregory and Her daughter Tandy Lay(something)

That trip was a novel and a half.

 

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Kirkman

Orlando, Florida

2004 orlando

 

We left that apt just before hurricane Charlie hit.

Our lease was not up, but the evac was a very nice timing.

the next 9 months was a very odd trip.

We evacuated to kisimmee florida uswy 192.

And we moved into the ramada

We were at the ramada for about 6 weeks before the ramada was red tagged out of black mold.

We had to move to Disney

We were their for about 4 to 5 weeks.

We moved into the travel lodge meeting manager robin.

We stayed their for 8 months.

 

2005 kissimmee

 

Emma karl dana tandy and I moved into

996 Woodside circle

Kissimmee, Fl. 34741-4757

In april

 

That lasted a difficult 12 months.

There are so many novels which have occurred in my life. That year was one of them. Saying it was difficult would be an understatement of profound measument.

2006 kissimme

We left that apt moving back into the travellodge

We were their for about 2 weeks.

We found 2782 almaton loop.

Karl emma and I moved into.

Almost three years later emma and I are still their. Karl left after 5 monhts. Leaving my mother with a huge bill.

2007 kissimmee

My grandmother died on the second day of the year. Emma and I traveled back for the funeral. That was one incredidly difficult 7 days.

We arrived less than 24 hours after she died. Emma and I slept in the bed she died, in. I slept in the same position her body was in. being me, I did not mind at all. I did not get off on it, I just was able to deal with the energy easier than anyone else.

I was able to help her essence and her spirit move on.

One of the hard parts is the silent arguing the family stepped right back into.

Uncle pat has had a nasty thing for me since just after shakra and I got together.

By the time we were married, I was not wanted. That Christmas I was uninvited. Well more appropriate I was invietned to Christmas as long as I could get a ride their. On christimas eve finding someone to drive me up to cripple creak, good luck. Cripple creak is about 2 or 3 hours west of csc. And it is all uphill, a steep grade uphill. Csc is 6000 cripple creak is close to 9000.

So that was a hard year

We arrived thanks in no small portion to my friends. Keirthan picked us up from the airport. We arrived and pat was less than thrilled at seeing me for the first time. I was so tired and whipped, I could not think of what to say. I just stood in the entryway, with him shocked beyond shocked I was their. Standing on crutches, not feeling all that great, he expected me to say something. Or to act in a sorry can we be ok now. Or something and I just in him mind just blew it. My one chance at commign back in and I blew it, he did not take into account my health,

 

But at the same time he never took into account my health. My health issues were always an excuse. He had and sometimes has ser4ious health issues, he requires quarter for. But myn are to be gutted through.

 

So we arrived, and the week began.

Fortunately I knew something  was up and took the entire previous 6 weeks and rested and physicaly prepared.

Then I took myself into the 7 days. After we arrived back home, I callapsed. I was sick for 2 months after. I could barely get out of bed. But no one their say it.

Interesting enough,  have had such an adversarial situation with them that for a long time I have hidden my weeknesses because of the terror I have over if they hit me that hard when I am a little week. How badly will they hurt me when I am splayed out and defensless.

Well I was as close to defenseless as I could be and still be ambulatory and they hit me very hard.

The amount I could write about the days events I could write at least 2 novels and a dozens academic sociology papers based soul on jstu those 7 days. I am very happy I did not bring my research and work on it that week. I thought about brining my summerian book, but thourgh better of it and I am complety happy I did.

 

We arrived back and my health took the downward spiral I was expeciting

I contected ruth Ireland the day after. Boy what a psycho. She is nuts beyond nuts.

Ok I first met ruth Ireland back at Coronado. She worked at a library assistant in a different department than me at the same time.

She was considered nuts by most who knew her. I was warned to stear clear by many including her teachers.

So we did not reconnect till 2006. I tried a couple times but with no luck.

Anyway, we reconnected and she was the same psycho I knew in school just with 2 kids from 2 fathers. The black man she married just out of high school and some other guy she hooked up with later on.

The black man she had a boy with, and the second was a girl. The girl took after her and was metnatly deficient.

Anyway, ruth has issue. If she could have held it together we could have done some nice work together. Business, spiritual, and emotional.

Her ex had her photo album. I contected hank snider and he agreed to contect her and to turn her photo into a digital media. So her and her ex could get the pics they wanted.

But she blew the deal before he could follow thorugh.

She agreed to all kinds of stuff. She did not have long distance so she kept giving me hard boundaries to follow and become mad when I followed up on them.

She made several appointments and did not follow up. She told me if she did not pick up the phone to just keep calling.

I did, and she went nuts on me the next day.

Of ocurse she had no consetp that the reason I was insistant was because she agreed to go into business with me. I would do the work she would go out and sell my graphic arts skills. I snet her a portfolio of work and some other stuff. All G rated stuff. And she could sell to those around what I could do. In the process learn graphic arts.

But she messed everythgin up.

I did call her 15 times in 20 iish hours. But if she had not told me to just keep calling and she did not have a business package in her mail I would not  have tested her.

I at the time was actually bed bound. Never make a business deal with someone in a health ciris conserving money and a dependability thing. Because the first thing which will happen is the person in bed who depends on the ambulatory person, the bed person will test to see how much the walking person can be trusted. First test, she failed with flying, threaten to call the cops if I contect her again, colors. In years to come if we ever have anything to do with each other again, I might tell her about that telst.

I moved on from that into attempting to fiture out what to do with myself.

Then mom dropped a bomb on us.

From the point karl left in oct. mom took up they financial slack.

Well in feb she choose to contact us on the 18 and tell us everything was fine and dandy. On the 25 she called and told us rent just 3 days away was not her problem

So we were left in a hole of holes.

I called her the next week and she was very angry with me. Telling me she was in just as hard a position as we were. I told her she has 2 roofs to choose from and both her legs worked. So we were no where near the same position.

I called back the next week and was met with a ringing phone. I went radio silent. Refusing to communicate.

A few months later she and emma chatted.

The only real option was video produdtion. So  called Giovana and talked to her about my handicapped video production idea as well as my real estate idea.

She helped a great deal.

I started filming video stuff.

I started work on a self documentary self help video “the truth about series: deadliest knowdlge tarot”

Firmed one of a possible thousand shows.

The idea is great, if I can do it completlye different next time. Have someone else do the entire thing and I just exec produce.

That was from feb to mid june. Real estate, handicapped, truth about series

Then I started working on finishing the documentary I shot at the funeral. Which took 4 months.

I finished in august.

The reaction was interesting.

In august I tackled my research again in full ernest. I tackled it with having 9 months of abject failure under my belt and spending most of the year in bed sick.

August sept. research

Sept I realized I was completely inadequate for the job. I had few if any of the tools needed to take even one step forward in the research.

So I thorugh about what I needed, and school was the simple logical critical thinking oly optio left

So I started looking into schools.

Asked hank

Uop.

By the middle of oct applied

The paperwork took me 2 full months.

Started the last day of 2007.

 

 

2008 kissimmee

 

This was an interesting year, it began as I was entering my exact 2nd day of college. I started an the college of axia, the junior college of the university of phoenix. To prove I could do it.

I applied back at the end of October early November and was approved almost immedialty.

 

But because of a round of issues, I could not start till the end of December

When I started things were ok.

But I spent the entire end of the December thinking I would not start till the middle to end of January. The reason was I wanted more time to organize my files.

Well 13 months later, and I have finaly learned enough to need to take time and organize my files.

Ms office 2007 has also come out and affordable. We purchased and I now have that program on 3 of the 5 computers. Of ocurse only 4 of htem work.

But the point is I need to build an accurate and workable ticktock. Which is why I installed 07 on the compac.

The other huge thing about that year was at the end of the year after attempting to study and learn algebra as fast as possible. I developed a study tool. A three step process.

1 the name of the equation or process

2 what that equation or process looks like

3 a link to a formula to solve that equation.

4 unpulbished, is a link to the translation between western math and symbolic math.

Symbolic math being my invention from the ancient research I have spent 2 decades rebuilding.

 

As of the last day of 2008, I did almost nothing with it. I made a few notes here and their, but nothing really.

I usually stop progress with something about the time I need to focus on step 4. Well step 4 has been corrupted by working on the overall flow of the sciences.

The sciences on the other hand have been massively improved on.

I understand more about how to sciences work right now that I can say easily.

I created a couple nice models and a couple hours of audio recordings to show my progress. But have done little to

 

2009 Kissimmee

The new year.

In January I worked on the second –fifth week of math 209 at uop. Passed only with emma doing 99% of the work. I watched and typed it all in. My mind is processing what I watched and typed in. I am starting to understand the mechanics of it all.

I need to add a mechanics section to the web site and start to fill it out in earnest.

Currently it is the night of the 2/3 of febr and I am technically starting my 4 days of sick rest. Which is hard considering I only have more days to finish my math final and turn it in.  So my down time will be interrupted.

But fortuantly I am starting to develop a ticktock and be ok with having my time schedualed. The bennifit to this is it will allow me to get the details I need off my mind and into a written format. Or an oral format. So I can stop devoting so much intense time to my desperate need to keep all those details in my mind.

I was thinking about taking a few hours and going through the briar patch and just talking out what needs to be done. That way from the notes I take when I listen to what I want to do with the briar patch when I get back to it, I can have a reasonable idea of how to tackle the project. I do not want to touch a single character in a single document, just open it up and look around, making an audio recording the entire time. About an hour or so into the process my mind will be fatigued and I will need to do something else.

Ah, I need to add a great deal of down time / healing time to my day. So instead of coming in and watching tv, I need to come in and type into my pj or do an audio recording of some of the ideas I have. Or something similar. Come to think of it why do I not

Note

Check compact for audio recording possibilities

Check on

 

Emma dn I have been talking a lot about what we want to do after grad. She will spent at least a bit of time with Disney making money and obtaining some management experience.

I will be figuring out how to go about determining how to continue my ed. I can get my computer science degree but after that what? Uop does not offer much after the bachelors. The offer high tech management classes and degrees. But I am not sure.  Am not sure if I get my mba or continue working in science.

My mother and I had a very difficult relationship. She loves me but cannot stand me.

The good thing about that is, she pays for the thigns I need. The bad thing is she hates to interact with me.

So we have only really been chatting for a few months in reality. I was not interested in chatting with her till I had more schooling under my belt.

But about a year ago or less we started phone calls again.

Well they went ok for a while. Then she started in on the communication of “grunt at me, and that is sufficient communication”. Well that has always bugged me. I am a person who if you are going to talk to me, talk, if not, no reason to chat. So when she gets into her just grunt at me. And I will grunt at you. I stop calling for a while.

It has happened several times in the past. Most notiably twice I stopped communication for about a year each.

I am now in week 3 of radio silence. Although a couple emails have gone back and forth. she left me hanging high and dry a bit back with an offer to purchase a bran new car. That offer is compelty up in the air.

One because I have not been healthy enough to look, emma has been sick. And we have been so busy with school we have not have the time to go look.

We did go to a car fair, and found a couple vehicles we could fit into. The one I could get inot and fit budget was the Toyota yaris. I like it, but it is compelty inappropriate for my wheelchair and other needs.

the third to last chat was she told me to go look for a vehicle which would be sufficient for my electric wheelchair. Unfortunately that is so far out of budget that is laughable.

We have about 10 grand, we will need about 20 for a lift and 30 to 40 for an internal lift kit. Great but unrealistic.

 

But with her sick and radio silence. That is on hold

The last phone call she hung up. I told her in early nov their was a problem with the pell. I told her in the beginning of jan I had to pay for me next class. She was angry for supprizing her with it. I told her supprizing I told you about it 3 months ago.

She told me to call her back when emma and I choose what we watned to do and just let her know about it. Well she was at the heavy point of being very sick, so she could not think rationally.

So everything is up in the air.

 

2 - 6

Boy the last few days have been difficult.

First I have to take at least a two week break to heal. Then study back up to get up to speed on 208, to get ready for 209.

This has started out great. I have not have more than 5 hours of continous heal time. I have been put into positions wehre I need to get thigns done, quickly is not fast enough.

Emma even threatened to quit school unless she received help to achieve her goals. Her paperwork was scattered to the winds. It took me hours to start getting her paperwork organized. I have a large number more hours of organizing her paperwork to go.

 

Yesterday was a day I drank 2 pots of tea, and worked till my body was no longer able to continue working.

The day before emma and I did a lot of my homework. That work was difficult at best. Because she has to push though, working and studying for 5 hours at a single stretch is something her body, stamina, and constituation can do. I on the other hand have difficulty sitting in that painful at all get out electric wheelchair for more than 30 minutes before pain overrides my system.

So 5 hours of homework, I came off the chair, went to bed and callapsed. I slept for 4 hours and was up for the next 15.

Tonight I am supposted to be working on further organizing emmas school paperwork, but have not been able to get to that.

I have been working on backfilling in this personal journal. I realized I needed to fill in my families history. Which is easier said then done. The stories are harder the fill in than can be assembled.

I know I did a lot of this work just before grandmother died. But finding the information has proven harder than imaginable.

I did not know uncle bob was a jr. 35 years of knowing English and the second to last conversating with grandmother I was finaly told he was a jr.

But finding that information has proven to be overly difficult. I attempted to look, but have come up very short. I need to just mass upload all the CDs I have recorded back ups and see what is missing from those lists. I know it is a great deal because the folder “black book” has been missing for a while. So I do not truly know what was printed out. I do not want to have to rescan in my research just to have as folder of print out. But I might have to. But that is months from now when I have time to work on the briar patch.

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2017

 

2018

 

I had a huge confrontation with the Head of the Psychology Dept at Tiffin U. The end of the discussion ended with me being asked to leave the school. “I certain amount of Intuition, is required for this degree.” I informed him that science is sceicne, facts are fcts, no intuition needed. But we did not share that opition.

I did not resign up for new classes after the dec quarter was over. I spent from the start of dec 2017 for the next several months working on my history of Psychology and subsequently the history of my family books.

Which ended up being a very interesting sequence of events.

 

We lost the ability to pay for the storage unit in about march and we lost all our stored items.

I began to work to enter Walden University in about may June,

 

 

I was so upset with how York Rite specifically Kyle handled a situation I walked away period from Bellingham York rite. I will keep my York Rite membership, but most of the guys involved grop think performed a beyond acceptable actions which was close to legallyl actionable against. An accustiono was made which the group chose to believe, those two actions are more then enough to put a permanent chazm between them and me.

Disgusting does not even come close to defining  the events. Mostly the accusations were a cascade event from being a scholar amongst pretend scholars and showing up with my wheelchair, instead of walking.

 

I walked away and have not turned back.

 

 

2019

 

I spent most of march so sick I could hardly function. I was so sick in fact that I was only just able to complete my homework in that class.

End of March I started to recover and was close to the last time I took WTA (Whatcom Transportation Authority).

 

Starting this journey entry 2019 12 20 0709 (12 20, 2019 0710 am)

Emma and I spent this year well it started out without being  able to access the internet at home. We owed them 600$ for months of back bills and could not afford to pay them. In part, several people in 2018 chose arrogance, ego, and being nasty instead of helping the situation we were in.

 

We managed to save enough to obtain the necessary an extremely expensive access the xfinity open network at 60$ a month. So we had internet at home starting at the end of feb abot the 20th.

I started school a few days later with my first walden u class since that stupid intro class 5 months previous.

This year has been an extreme storm of events and lots of inappropriate behavior.

 

 

2020

 

The new year starts in about 11 days, well 12.

I have no idea if this year will bring good fortune or something else.

All I know is that right here in America the sequence of events from July to Dec have mirrored with close to absolute perfection the events from 1919 Munich, specifically inside the political party of the DAP.