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Well this page is
about me
This page is about my life. Well lets see here, my life.
I guess I will start in the beginning.
My mother is a career school teacher,
My father is a career educator and master craftsman.
My mothers family are all hard working good folk.
My fathers family I knew very little about. A lot of rich people. And business owners.
My life. In years
- Born
in Amherst, raised in Tiffin oh.
- x
- x
- x
- x
- moved
to Colorado spring, co. summer 5.5
- flunked
out of first attempt at 2 grade. Was put into special ed, and diagnosed
with dyslexia,
- x
- I can
remember keen understandings of wanting to be creative and do creative
things. Write, draw, paint, I
fall in love with the idea of making movies.
- x
- I
decided to be a novel writer,
- something
pulls me from novel writing, and I put the idea away for more then a few
years.
- mom
and I move into our own house. I
blow my back out labor day weekend, I struggle with it the rest of my
life
my teen years
my teen years where a mixed bag of pain torture and
agony. The only thing I can say good
about my teen years is that I did learn a lot about how to stay the course,
and when deviated from the course, the unfriendly consequences of not having
the courage of my convictions leads to.
So I begin junior high, and things go very down hill fast
from there. I am unable to do just
about anything good workable or constructive.
I am not able to get much in the way of parochial education, the teen
years are spent in a haze of just not working well.
Labor day weekend, second year junior high, I am starting
to get along with myself and starting to be able to function and get work
done. Instead of continuing, suffer a
back injury that has plagued me ever day since that day.
I bounce back and forth between monotheistic trying to
make myself mold into monotheism and back into paganism, going with paganism
because even though I lack totally knowledge on the subject, and tell
everything around me that I am a Christian, or just I do not know, I am
really internally searching all the time.
I spend all my time searching and trying to figure it all out. It is just not easy. So I pendulum swing, but I do come up with
a great pick up line for all potential dates, “do you believe in ghosts,
goblins, and things which go bump in the night” see this is a leading
question, because if they say no, then there was no hope to begin with, if
they say yes, then there is some potential for growth and something
there. I get more interesting friends
with that line both male and female, then I can count. Unfortunately for me, instead of spending
my high school career gathering phone number and the like, I all but break
all contact except with a few friends that do not hang around long after I
leave Colorado. But that was not a
mistake since the person I was then
is no where in the neighborhood of who I am now.
- I
start an ambitions plan, to instead of novel writing, I was to write
scripts, produce my own projects, and be a movie maker.
- my
psychic abilities turn on in full, and instead of going insane, I decide
to turn my attention toward training my psychic ability rather then go
nuts. With no help from the
dominant religions of the area I live in. I am mostly told I am span of satin.
- When I first started when I was around 15, there
was just one thought that kept me up at night. That thought was of this world is too
big to have just one advanced civilization on it. Our modern civilization as we have
been taught comes out of the fertile crest. The fertile crest is an area roughly
the size of Texas and has been settled by literally hundreds of
civilizations for the past say 10000 year.
- This concept that our modern civilization coming
out of the fertile crest is not all that bad of an idea other then it
is not all that accurate. There
are some arrant facts that have been forgotten about.
- But back to the point of this, when I first
started my discovery of civilizations of the world I started with a
simple category, the category was that I knew that if I looked around I
could find a civilization that was equally to and or more advanced of a
civilization that did not com e out of the middle east.
- After many years of searching and not finding
anything other then a lot of raw data that made little to no
sense. I ran across the
beginnings of a good idea. that
maybe each and every different area around the world developed and
advanced themselves according to criteria that is different then the
one we where taught. But that is
another story
- So I looked around the some errant facts kept getting in my
way. I looked around at ancient
history specifically in Northern Europe since that was what I was
studying in history at the time, and the books as well as the teacher
that taught the class kept saying things like the Northern Europe
cultures had no language but they there rather hard to kill. The Romans had hard time and lost so
many legions up there in Northern Europe that Rome decided that it was
its duty to conquer all that was up there in Northern Europe. So it took around 1000 years but the
Northern Europe eventually conquered Rome. Well I should be more specific Rome
was sacked by tribes from Northern Europe 4 times. It was only after the last time that
the glory of Rome could not keep itself to gather anymore. Or shall we say the powers that be
decided that having the Holy Roman Empire was not all that great an
idea.
- Working
on psychic understanding at same time working on Production Company.
- move
to NM into grandmother Jeffries’s house.
What a culture shock that is.
- Move
away from just about everything in my that that I thought meant something
and embrace nothing. What I
assumed was going to be great, turned into my own lethargy of nothing
ness.
- x
- x
- Graduation
year, and I head out into the world, with out a single clue as to
anything, other then I want to do a bunch of stuff that is the definition
of not workable.
- After
doing an amazing amount of soul searching, I have a change of heart and
notice that I no longer need to fight myself. It’s ok to be strange and
unusual. So I embrace my strange
and unusual side.
- In
Denver this book begins
- I
began this book in an attempt to work with and understand a part of my
life which I did not understand.
I always knew that I needed to find something and accomplish
something in this life. That
idea was and sole driving force which propelled my every decision from
the time I was 7 or 8. Now
before I go on, I am not
special, just a spirit learning
lessons here. The only thing
special about me is the same thing which makes us all special in out
own individual way. So everyone
can and must fulfill there own unlike path and tasks in life in order
to learn your own specific lesson.
- My
magical training starts in earnest as soon as I stop fighting it.
- How
I found the language in the first place
- Taking that knowledge of what I happening around
you, and see how it works what makes that thing tick. But not from a perspective of your
understanding see how it ticks on its own understanding. I found the Northern Europeans of the
ancient pre-Christian world, and most of there history has been lost
but what remained was hard and solid and did not add up. So instead of the fruitless effort of
trying to find proof from existing proven documents, I decided to
instead of proving it, I would look for permanence of what they left
behind. Thinking that I culture
bright enough to build what they build had to be bright enough to leave
clues behind as to how it worked.
Assuming that if they knew they where dieing out, and there
secrets where lost, then what they needed to do was to take individual
secrets and hid them in plane site so that there descendents could
easily look and find the secrets, and put them back together.
- another
year of training, with the oddest of teachers you can imagine
- my
training
b.
My training in the craft was not one of
reading every book I could get my hands on but to talk to every one I could
to see where they where coming form.
I in fact did not start reading craft books until after I owned my own
metaphysical book store and read the inventory. This beginning allowed me the ability to interact
with teachers who had read the books and had done there own studies. I studied privately by learning meditation
to find the answers I was looking for.
In a short time the information came I never took a piece of channeled
information without backing it up first with evidence from at least 4
separate sources. After from long
hours working and trying to understand the secrets I know to be there, but
was unable to find it through practical means. The universal truths came clear to me as I
was comparing the notes I was gathering with the patterns of information
which matched almost to the letter no matter who I talked to. This I learned latter is the cusp of the
my research into the ancient culture.
The ancients knew what nature was and working with specific tools and
guide points could successfully predict the cycles of nature and before long
this knowledge was transferred into a teaching tool which when followed and
observed can guide the individual on there path toward learning and understanding
of where the individual has come form, where you are now, and where one is
going. With these maps. The causes for things to happen and where
things are going. Just one of the
secrets I learned came from basic psychic training; I learned that everyone
opening there psychic abilities for the first time reserve the devastation
this culture could suffer if there was not a change in the individuals
understanding of life and how we can all live better. These images are the societal illusions we
as a race create thought fear and ignorance which are there to jolt us
individually to see where we are and where we are going. Certain unchangeable feelings emotions and
general overall ideas where present.
More patterns emerged and it all came back to the first spiritual book
I picked up in my first metaphysical store.
"The Book of Runes" by Ralph Blum. Thought other research the word rune is
not an actual description of the language but is in fact a Latin word
meaning, Runa, or rune, for "Hidden or Secret meaning", which still holds the
intention in modern English. As my
research continued what I read of other runes writers and researchers had
huge logical and philosophical gaps to it.
Since they where writing from a different knowledge basic. Some from the Anglo/Saxon, the Viking, and
the Odin understands. All of which
are valid but they cover specific ideas.
There is a basic message intermixed through the different books. The runic symbols and the understandings
of everyday life actually have a great deal in common which are enormous
bridges of understanding we can pick up.
If we can figure out the secrets our ancestors have left for us in our
own way then we may be able to understand others as to what is going on in
there life. Then the mysterious
symbols carved into rock telling of as yet not totally understandable stories
of another time will be finally understood.
When that happens we will have a large glimpse into our past to learn
the lessons contained there as well as the lessons we have learned form not
having that knowledge
c.
About the time I discovered the Edda's a wise
older woman told me when I discussed the Edda’s with her as to whether I
should purchase them to read and research she told me the key which shaped my
life. "Son the people of ancient
Europe where a highly advanced and sophisticated group of people who had
never heard of Judaism much less lived there lives under a Christian
government, the men who wrote the Edda's wrote under the Christian flag, they
where not Christens but the influences are there. Go within yourself to discover who you are,
what you are need to discover and most important remember your history. What happened when, in what country, and
who was writing the history". At
that she walked away. Following most
of the confusion in the language was in the 200 C.E. to 800 C.E. the time of
the Anglo/Saxon influence on Britain.
A mass religion was creates out of the bodes of the 6 major religion
of the period. The Roman, the Greece,
the Egyptian, the Celtic, the Nordic/Germanic, and the Goddess today this
religion is know as Wicca. This
provided me a unique perspective to see the arts, the craft, and the
alternative religions. Allowing for a
different outlook at every thing with this idea in mind. These events can be followed thought
observing the natural course of development thought time and cultural
exchanges
- I
get married to a woman for more like an escape, but its cool she used me
the same as I used her, we both loved the idea of not being alone. And
having a partner that cared and could negotiate enough with to get at
least some needs met.
- I
began this project a couple of years after beginning to learn the
runes. This project is all
about a simple question "Where did these symbols and language come
from?"
- Part
2 of this book
- This
book turned into the form you see now thought channeling. I would go into a deep meditation,
focus on a specific time, idea, or ask for guidance as to what I needed
to learn next. I would start to
see pictures scenes and experience what was going on. I learned how to tell year time by
my knowledge of history and I looked for clues as to the age of the
situation. If there was no way
of telling or the facts I know contradicted what I saw I asked my guide
the year according the to my understanding of the Gregorian
calendar. My friends started
listening and writing down what I has saying. I discovered when I read the stories
this was Ancient Europe. A
world very different then any history book will every tell you. A world of mystery, magic, Fairies,
and the unknown wrapped into a culture who's height was many centuries
before the Greece’s formed there city states. This was a matriarchal world of
wandering tribes or families.
The people were called the Celts and they wandered living within
the cycles of nature and the balance and harmony of life with the
land. There philosophy of life
eventually formed into a language which would over several more
hundreds of year be know as the runes.
- The
runes by classic definition are an ancient deviation devise. The
ancient Northern European tribes used them as not only to determine the
future but also to aid and assist them selves in every day life. What
we know about the runes is that the Romans after the Nordics refused to
tell or share the knowledge of what there language meant called it runa
meaning secret or hidden meaning the runes themselves are a combination
of divination and language. But they do it in a way very different then
classic tarot or astrology. The runes at there heart are a symbolic
divination devise used by individual tribes stretching from green land
to the steps of Russia. Different versions have even been found in the
desert to the southwest.
- A
language philosophy, calendar. And incredibly accurate achievement most
are still unknown as to how they where constructed.
- But
the secrets to the language the vary reason I stared this in the dist
place was that I was sure that the Latin and German would runes meaning
..... had tome a double pun.. I
last laugh if you will... So I
started reading for me season storing always the austral truncated
copies of the ancient text from which the others I read took there
direct meaning but read took there direct meanings but I read
independents of interpreting and read them. Actually who I read was several
generations always from the actually text but instead of looking at the
puzzle from the direction over one else take in its deciphering I took
another tack. So I began to
read and boy when there confusing. all kinds of different ideas and
concepts all rolled into one idea after another. As I learned more I realized that
there where actually different languages involved in thesis process. Different cultures at least 6 if not
more for 1000 bce to 1100 ce. I
stopped in my tracks, 2100 years, I language that changes over a
generation 24 years wow over 2000 years. SO I began the task if removing the
cultural bias of different additions by reading individual cultures who
what culture al understanding was there spirituality. Once that was isolated the rest was
easy. Aster all different
definitions where isolated into individual sub groups together and a
common link appeared through out all.
In some cases vague references.
( this I found in the later translations) and defined will
though out concepts that older the definitions there I received the
best input I could have, The 2
men responsible for writing the history both where writing under the
thumb of the inquisition. The
inquisition, a very powerful
suppressive force/ so I was happy I did not read there work, no wonder
everything got confusion. So I
continued. I take all the stuff
that’s similar and put it together.
It flows well. Its sort
of understandable
- The
meanings take on instead of being vague constructs of the reader’s
imagination. They take on an almost langrage quality. But the symbols
have still to much vainness to there formulation. I review the history
of the events. Vanier balanced cutler. The desire. Strongly patriarchal
almost meditarian in there beliefs. Reading the history and reading the
symbol meanings are different. I consult with rune people and my self
by thinking about it quietly. And it occurs to me that the Vanier was
well established before hand and the desire came into it. This wax an
incredible concept to me. If I remove the patriarchal masculine
concepts from the symbols what would that do? Eureka. What I fully
understood the language and could almost speak it. It was amazing. The
language right there in front of me. I felt like I was the first human
to look upon a lost thing for at least 4 hundred years. Before the
desire became a calling.
-
- I
start this project. Because after
2 years of working on the runes, the only way I can achieve successes
with them is by separating out the various cultures that changed the
symbols language and meanings.
- shakra
and I start out rune making and booklet business. Its goes very successfully. For about
8 months then we loose interest.
Shakra and I split, up, mostly because can not bend the self
enough to give to each other anymore with out too much personal
sacrifice.
- I
hook up with Emma. Which also is
a nice person to be with. And out
needs match much closer to that of Shakra and myself. I expand the booklet into the heart of
what this web site is eventually going to be. I start Shawn 1, and my research
beginning. I see the reverse
engineering, and the Futhark is much more then anyone I have every
talked to sees.
- What
I have found is while researching the origins of a language within the
framework of what I could find I discovered that I map of a language
used over 3 thousand years ago had remarkable impact on modern day
science. This impact derives
primarily from the Dennis clan has the dominant alpha traits. Linda and k left do not but Linda
after so much experience toward Linda and k wanted out.
- In
the 24 see where the Linda to personal traits are from parents down
the line . It is in the genes but earthly changes
tell the genes what to do there it is possible to change certain
patters of the human development towards changing the symbols
assassinated with a certain action.
Further more . There are
more that just basic action reaction alpha beta positive negative
powers weakness.
- So
behind what are your dominating traits.
Your mother father dominate submissive traits. Discovering this will help our own
walk. To find out who you are
and where you are going, also find out how you will react to given
situations.
- I
began this thesis with the general understanding that I was looking for
a different way of looking gat life.
The way I was raised was the way most people are raised thinking
the there was only one way in which to life ones life you either got an
education and pursued the goals of that educational format or you got a
factory job and worked for a living.
The concept did not bug me until I realized that the format in
which I was informed the educational prose’s was all based on the same
thing. Most of the formats can
be traced back to middle eastern thinking Not that there is anything wrong
with middle eastern thinking but I really wanted to find out if by
chance there was another way of looking gat the world rather then
trying to determine of =x. So I
then went to the word of the spiritual and found there where vast
cultures. Farr different then
the middle eastern philosophy in which one could learn about and
explore
-
- Emma
and I open a metaphysical book store.
- sold
the book store and move to NM, to reassemble what ever I need to
there. Met life long friends, and
my education into myself starts.
- x
- move
to cali for 3 years.
- move
to Seattle for 3 years
- been
in fl for 4 months.
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